No point in returning back

Had waited for you so long,
That even the world thought me to be mad
It was you who took it as a game,
And simply played with my heart, leaving me sad.
Night passed and days passed away,
There was no sign of you to return
I knew it was my fate, that had brought me to the present,
This gave me a reason to spurn.
It was you who had left me and gone away
I wasn’t angry as I knew,
It was not you
Who actually took the decision,
Of leaving me and going away.
How could you, when you had already
Given yourself to me?
I howled, I begged the world
To get you back in my life,
To be with you again
But all of it was in vain,
When you left me in pain
With just a cut and a knife.
But, thanks to you,
Now I am in such a position,
Where there is no place of returning back
Just waiting for the day,
When you again say,
Falling upon your knees and crying over and over,
Promising me to stay with me forever,
When I will finally say, ‘Goodbye, it’s all over’.